i always feel really bad about never responding to the school counselor’s email invitations to talk about my feelings with her but i mean seriously what does she want from me
This is someone dying while having an MRI scan. Before you die, your brain releases tons and tons of endorphins that make you feel a range of emotions. Tragically beautiful.
That’s Andy Samberg in the Jizz in my Pants music video……
no it’s not it’s someone dying while having an MRI scan
No, you moron. It is him in a video. Look it up.
no you’re wrong this is an MRI scan
.. Does it look like he’s having an MRI scan? No.
wow anyone who doesn’t believe this is actually an MRI is a brainwashed christian government robot
i have this weird self esteem problem where i hate myself yet i still think i’m better than everyone else
i just don’t want to lose you
january 15th, 2012. 11:45 pm.
i try and tell myself to not get attached anymore. for the most part its working but not for you. you’re too fucking great i can’t even describe. i just can’t stand to be hurt again and i don’t know what i would do if anything bad happened. you make everything alright now and i never want that to end; in fact, i fear the end so much, that i’m afraid to begin.
every song is starting to remind me of you. its horrifying. i’m spending every day with you and i’m terrified. you’re an amazing person and i trust you with all my heart. but i can’t name the amount of times i’ve been hurt by people i’ve trusted in the past.
i don’t want you to just be a memory. i want you forever.
no, claire, don’t tell yourself that. don’t get attached. because he won’t last forever and the more emotion you put into it, the more heartbreak you’ll suffer after. the more you’ll look back and wish it was still there.
i need to stop pretending i don’t have a heart. because i do. and my real feelings are starting to fucking punch through my soul and its amazing but i’m so scared. mostly because this has never turned out well in the past. i think i’m really, really, really starting to like this kid. oh god.
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so i hate saying i’m a fan of coldplay.
but then they make songs that are too relevant to my life for me to not love
and i become deeply, terminally conflicted.
why, chris martin, why?
